purple hamster

i would that we lived in days where men were honourable, gallant, or at least noble, and women were more then now. that language would be beautiful, cruel, a work of art, rather then convinience. that we lived in fear of life, instead of taking it for granted.

that people were unafraid to love, that life was still full of emotion that isn't linked to financial gain, that living could be dashing and noble, betimes humdrum and ordinary, but always to the trumpet call of a purpose that is larger then us. and this purpose need not be for own gain.

i wish i was born a centry or two ago, when existence wasn't so ordinary.

one: i feel absolutely disgusting. and have no idea why. (note: this is not an invitation for you to tell me) i'm just disgusted at being... a being. must be al the disgusting news. or the ginormous amount of chocolate i have consumed.

two: it's hot and my bike is stiiiillll not ready. grrrr.

three: i keep missing people's calls. so very very annoying.

out: i can't wait to get my ass to melbie! i need fun....

take heart my little one
the night is young and soft
take heart and take flight

been busy the past week/month/sem, so haven't had much time or will to write much. important things have happened tho, and with it comes a wishlist.

going to melby to see kiddiecuz on thursday. someone please smack me on the ass for booking the latest, cheapest flight possible. siiigh. oh well, i'll see what happens. any kind soul wanting to give me a life to clayton at midnight thursday, gimme a ring ya? much love and thanks in advance!

*whimper*

i had an absolutely fabulous weekend with the kids and family down to the big island. but the littlest one has generously shared whatever germs he had, and plus the throat i got from drinking a record (for me) 11 bottles of wine in 3 days (i kid you not) i am in paaaain. i just wanna curl up and die. now. please. i'm guessing i flunked anatomy. i need more grape therapy

however, a weekend of fine wines and finer cheese, mouth-watering pies and the most decadant, orgasmic fudge i have eaten, mt tambourine is great. hence i returned for a 3 hour trip with sonia for a cheese rescue *yay for the sonns* definately a place to shack out with a partner, tho.

how windy is today? i laugh at all the girls wearing short flirty skirts today. and am very glad i didn't wear one. (saw a girl with a micromini and thigh-high boots. as if would keep out the cold! goosepimply thighs are not sexy =)) but yes... leather is gooood. especially if you have more then leg gear =)

i feel like i'm on the verge of something. i'll let you know what it is later.

*whimpers and burrows deeper into bed*