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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
hon, imissyou

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
i used to be a regular updater, sometimes even multiples a day [edit: entries ya, not anything else. get your mind outta that gutter!] buuuuut aussie's internet has left me pining for good ole singapore.

why?

everytime i connect to the internet at home, it allows me only to get onto MSN or the internet, but not both. siiigh.

coming home soon, i just have to wade through all that work before i fly. wheee! i can't wait, but i'm also apprehensive somehow...

if you know, you know. if you don't know, you will never know.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
i've gone one full circle, and come back to you

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
and i ponder
on the yonder
my essay sits
till it hits
that to be
free
i need
to heed
the words
of the herds
before.
nevermore
will i let
the bet
of academia force
a change of course
in my destiny.

i am, i be, free.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
remember remember, the 5th of november.
ever since i was a really small, i've always wanted to burn a guy fawkes (tooo many enid blytons i think. the secret seven always seemed to be planning fireworks, and stuffing guy fawkeses and other interesting things that singaporean children just miss out on.) and watching the hypnotic alliterations, i felt something stir. something i haven't felt in a long time. i felt passion flame through me.
yesterday, i think i learnt the meaning of love. and what is love? love is something that you only know when you're about to lose [it]. (taki) love is chilli chocolates, and friends. love is knowing that you have a home to come home to. love is knowing you are missed when you're gone. love is existance, is being, is the most powerful force that we humans can generate, one that causes the most far-reaching action and reaction pairs. love is hot chocolate on a winter night, falling asleep in a warm embrace when it rains, a gentle touch to wake you for school in the morning. love is cookies, warm milk and home-cooked dinner. love is fear, a nameless horror in the pit of your stomach when you realise you are only human. love browbeats the strong and encourages the weak. love is sensory, tactile, and ephemeral. it is transient and enduring.

tell me a story. tell me your story. i want to know what love is.

-leave me a comment, a tag, or an email. please =) i really wanna know your story, what love is to you.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
sondha's been hibernating.

mmm first, not that many brissies read my blog, but go to forest in west end! my saturday night at forest was amazing. the person, the food, the mood (and who could forget the city cat ride? no esther, it wasn't the ride that we talked about, you'll take that ride with me, but... :)) for those who don't know, forest is a vegan restaraunt, and it's got the most amazing food. mmm... was too stuffed to have dessert, but yeah, those beauties looked good too! didn't have the energy to dance after that, altho it's right next to rio rhythmics (one of the only places to dance on saturday nights) so we went on the city cat. the stars, the river and the cold. definately a star evening for the overworked.

mmm.... other then that... i've been really tired i guess. exhausted with life and everything else, academia is the only thing that i've gotta look forward to right now. mmm... my life is complete, a little to complete i think. the kids are starting to notice my exhaustion, so much so that my clinics have been cut back on. and i still have another mid-sem on saturday. oh well... i must finish my disorders oral, my observation sheets (all 18 of them, 22 pages each), ling homework thankfully not much, and my psyc research assignment. anyone wanna voluteer for a selective memory experiment? lolx. think bill clinton. '...i did not have an affair with this woman...' oh and lemme tell you, going to school for a full day on sunday can really kill your weekend. thank god this coming sunday is the last one for awhile.

well.... takitaki's waiting for me, so i shall mosey off to crack my head at ling. sorry for the radio silence, thanks so much for being patient with me my lovelies, you know who you are. i'm strong, i'll be home soon, and i love you all. so much.

and you. iloveyou.

Saturday, April 01, 2006
i'm a small girl today.

it's been a -week- to end all weeks.

and it's just getting harder. not the work, altho ling can be a pain in the bum. but it's the... draggyness of life that's setting in? i need to get more involved in school i guess, but i find myself lethargic and disinterested. cuz there's sheer amounts of work, and to balance that with play, i need something that nature just won't give.

you. don't worry that dearie, you will never hurt me. i'm coming home and we'll laugh ourselves silly at the boys who think they know us =) and we'll mug like there's no tomorrow, and we'll share the happiness that you've got =) cuz i'm happy for you darlin, i really am. that's what sisterhood is all about.

thank you for the dance of my life.

just remember my darlings, and that is all of you attached, single, gonna be, or just have: Love can be an exercise in sheer determination. un dia mi principe vendra.