purple hamster

no words to say how heartbroken i am.
i've waited 6 months for this day, just to know that all i believed in was a lie.
and the crux of it is, all of you've lied to me.
and i don't want to be a part of it anymore.
i'd rather have silence then lies.

you know who you are. all the yous that i used to be so happy to come home to.
i don't want to see you anymore.

any of you

Am I not pretty enoughIs my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,I try as hard as I can.Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,I try as hard as I can.Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?x4

veryvery interesting

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

hmmz.. didn't realise i has an empty post here.. interesting...

well, it's been a boring week. get sick, stay sick, loop until counter = 2 weeks. but the counter's still counting.

i have soo much programming to do it ain't funny.